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Sam and Dean have lived through a lot lately. Notably, their father's death. Followed by Sam's death and resurrection thanks to Dean's bargain with a demon. Sam then watched Dean die. When Dean came back, Sam was different. He wanted vengeance for Dean's death. Sam's addiction to demon blood was rough. Dean enjoyed killing Ruby. Losing Sam to Lucifer was the hardest thing Dean's ever done. Dean thought he could put Sam in his rear view mirror. Have a wife and kid. Just put the love that him and Sam shared in his back pocket and move on. Suddenly Sam was back, but different. Sam needed Dean, but didn't know it. Dean made a deal with Death to get Sam's precious soul back. Sam was a mess thanks to Castiel. Dean always knew his brother was strong, but discovers his brother is tougher than he thought. Dean gets blown to Purgatory thanks to Crowley and Castiel's quest to find Purgatory. Sam sets out to find Dean, but gets sidetracked by Amelia in Texas. When Dean finds his way out, he's not
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Adam, poor Adam. Adam is almost nothing now. Not only is his soul a lump of charred ashes, but his mind is gone too. If nothing else, Chuck should bring Adam out to send what's left of his soul to eternal rest. It's cruel to leave Adam there, even if Adam's mind is gone. Besides, isn't Chuck God? Can't he restore Adam to how and who he was before the cage and angels fucked him up? I think Chuck owes him one.
Michael. That angel made his bed. They didn't have to fight. Even Lucifer (while in Sam) told Michael (while in Adam) they could walk away. Michael, being the ever obedient son, told Lucifer it had to end in a battle of brothers. Dean, Cas & Bobby got in the middle of the battle of brothers called Armageddon and all died except Dean. God "recreated" Castiel as Dean's guardian. Cas brought Bobby back and got Sam out knowing Dean can't function without Sam.
A month on earth is 10 years in Hell. Sam's soul spent a year and a half in hell, 18mos = 180yrs. Sam still has the memories, bu
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I'm lying on my back in bed looking up at the ceiling of our bunker in the dark. Dean is using my chest as a pillow and has for several years now. Especially since I cured him from being a demon. It's as if he believes I can keep the demons from chasing him in his dreams and the demons do chase him. Just as Lucifer still sometimes chases me in my dreams. We're fine until we are caught. I hate being caught. An uncontrollable shiver runs through me. Dean stirs, but goes back to his steady deep breathing. I hate nights like this when I can't sleep, but he can. I wonder what he dreams about. I smile. Is it me? Dad? Bobby? Some woman? A dude? I control my urge to snicker at that. I'm the only dude he's ever been with and even then it's only been a few times. It's so taboo to us both. Seriously.

I close my eyes and think about the last time we were together like that. He thought for sure I was going to die. I could see in his eyes the pain and desperation of not wanting to lose me. Of not wanting to be alone. Of course everything turned out okay, but emotions were still high. As soon as we were alone, Dean had me against a wall crushing kisses against my lips, throat and jaw. I remember holding him so tight and telling him I wasn't going anywhere. He just needed me. Wanted me so close. I needed him too. Shirts came off, pants too and soon we're in our underwear, in bed kissing and holding each other. It's the way it always begins. Dean has his arms around me, pulling me on top of him. My chest on his. I could feel his heart beating with mine. His hands running over my spine and under my boxers to just gently rub my ass before moving his hand back up again. I'm kissing his neck and sucking at his earlobe. Our erections are rubbing together in a rhythm. He sighs heavily as I roll him over to his back. I kiss him everywhere down from his beautiful swollen lips to his perfect abs. His hands are in my hair the whole time. I look up at my brother. His green eyes are watching me with heat and desire. There's something more. He tells me he loves me. His hands move to my face and he tells me he needs me and not just because he's horny. He needs me because I'm his other half somehow. Like I'm a part of him. My brother says to me what I had been thinking all along. I rush up to kiss him with more passion than I have kissed anyone in my whole life. He responded in kind. Our tongues danced and lips meshed perfectly. My hand pulled his shorts down and stroked his length as we kissed. He returned the favor. It didn't take long. We were so worked up already and close that no words were said as we both watched each other's face and eyes as we fell over the edge. I like to think of it as us both shattering in each other's arms. Both of us fell into one another with kisses and tears. The tension had been so thick before and was broken. I kept whispering I love you to my brother over and over as he cleaned us both up. He returned the endearments with a smile that was brilliant. The blush on his cheeks I will cherish forever.

Dean stirs on my chest as he sleeps. I open my eyes and see he's just resituating. I move my hand over his hair, behind his ear and he settles back into peaceful slumber. I nuzzle the top of his head as I close my eyes again. Those times of mutual passion between me and Dean are few and that's fine. We've never gone further than kissing, touching and hand jobs. I know how taboo it is for us to be together like this. I've been too afraid to talk with Dean about anything more. He may actually get angry and force me from his bed all together. I'm actually content. Every night, I get to hold my big brother and make him feel safe. This is how I feel safe. Dean knows this and allows it. More than allows it, I think he needs it as much as I do, but is afraid to admit it. He's never going to admit to anything that will show him as having any sort of weakness. Even if that weakness is me. I readily admit Dean is my weakness. I refuse to give him up. Ever! Furthermore, I still have faith and pray. I thank Chuck for my brother and pray that he doesn't let one of us die without the other. He knows he'd just be a really sick capricious bastard for sure if he did. I know you heard that Chuck! I kiss Dean's head once more before I try yet again to fall asleep.
Taboo Love (Sam's POV)
Supernatural Fan Fiction. Characters belong to The CW & Supernatural. The story is mine. Images belong to the artist/photographer.
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Sam's Bad Dream
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Sam and Dean have lived through a lot lately. Notably, their father's death. Followed by Sam's death and resurrection thanks to Dean's bargain with a demon. Sam then watched Dean die. When Dean came back, Sam was different. He wanted vengeance for Dean's death. Sam's addiction to demon blood was rough. Dean enjoyed killing Ruby. Losing Sam to Lucifer was the hardest thing Dean's ever done. Dean thought he could put Sam in his rear view mirror. Have a wife and kid. Just put the love that him and Sam shared in his back pocket and move on. Suddenly Sam was back, but different. Sam needed Dean, but didn't know it. Dean made a deal with Death to get Sam's precious soul back. Sam was a mess thanks to Castiel. Dean always knew his brother was strong, but discovers his brother is tougher than he thought. Dean gets blown to Purgatory thanks to Crowley and Castiel's quest to find Purgatory. Sam sets out to find Dean, but gets sidetracked by Amelia in Texas. When Dean finds his way out, he's not too happy to learn his brother found love instead of looking for his brother. This is a wound between them that's hard to mend, but Dean remembers Lisa and soon understands his brothers need to feel loved in his absence. Abaddon, Metatron, Cain and the Mark were all a rough time for both Sam and Dean. Sam had Gadreel in him without knowing it. Dean betrayed Sam. Sam was hurt so badly by this he lashed out at Dean. Sam witnessed Gadreel kill Kevin Tran through his own eyes and using his hands. It's one reason why Sam wished Dean had let him die. Sam sees Dean falling into depression. He kept trying to get closer to Dean, but Dean kept pushing Sam away. There were nights that they had a deep profound connection and the two of them felt like they were on top of the world. Most of that time Sam was stopping Dean from killing the world. Then Metatron killed Dean. Sam's own heart was ripped from his chest. Having to carry Dean's lifeless body to the bunker that night was the worst pain he'd ever felt. He expected the Hellhounds when Dean died back then. This death blindsided Sam. Sam was at a loss on what to do. He kept trying to call Crowley to make a deal while the bastard already had Dean in his wicked grasp. Demon Dean was no picnic. Sam was relieved Dean wasn't "dead", but Dean was the perfect demon. Sam cured Dean after Cas kept Dean from killing Sam with a hammer. Dean thought Sam would never speak to him again. Sam just took Dean into his arms reminding him of his own demon blood problems and Ruby. They made mistakes and Sam tells Dean that becoming a demon wasn't his fault. Then, there was the mark. Sam finally gets that damn mark off his brother, but brings darkness into the world. Sam fucks up again. Amara, darkness/God's sister, won't kill Dean. She wants him. Sam's glad she won't harm him, but he's jealous. Dean belongs to no one but Sam. Sam has been feeling insecure lately. This is where our story of Sam's dream begins.

It's late afternoon on a Wednesday. Sam and Dean have finished a job that early morning and returned home beat and hungry. They ate, showered and crawled into Dean's bed.

Since moving into the bunker, they've had to train Cas to knock on the outside of bedroom doors and not just shazam inside. Cas knows the boys are intimate and has no opinion either way. He's not even uncomfortable with it. The guys just don't like the idea of Cas popping into their bedrooms. Dean's even gone so far as to draw invisible sigils on his bedroom walls to keep angels out. The idea of Cas watching him while he sleeps gives him the creeps.

Sam is sleeping on his back and Dean is sleeping on his stomach with his head resting on Sam's chest. Sam has a bad dream and wakes up. He looks down at Dean still sleeping and lifts his hand off Dean's back. Sam runs that hand through his own hair and stares at the dark ceiling with tears in his eyes. Memories flooding his mind. He's trying to keep composure and not let his emotions get the better of him when Dean wakes up to Sam's chest quivering like he's upset. Crying. Dean thinks Sam's having a bad dream again. With a gruff, groggy voice Dean lifts his head and shakes Sam, "Sammy. Wake up. You're having a dream again."

Sam looks at Dean in the dark. He wipes at a stray tear, "I'm fine." Dean sits up, "Like hell. Tell me about it." Sam looks at his brother and then at Dean's hand that's holding his.

Thing is, the dream was a memory of what he saw when he was a teen before he went to Stanford. It's why he went. Other than dad being...well...dad.

Sam and Dean were never "normal" brothers ever since their mother burned on that ceiling when Sam was 6 months old. For practically his whole life, Dean has been Sam's brother, father and protector. When Sam was 14 he kissed Dean on the lips for the first time. Not a peck, but a deep kiss. No tongues at first. Just lips and Dean pushed Sam back and looked at him. Searched his face and eyes for any sense of fear, teasing or anger. All he saw in Sam's eyes were love and trust. Dean pulled Sam into his arms and whispered into his ear, "No one can know. Our secret. Okay?" Dean's hand was on the back of Sammy's head and he felt Sammy nodding up and down. Sam whispered, "I love you Dean." They kissed again. A lovers kiss.

Sam returns to the dream he had that was really a memory. Sam and his brother had been secret lovers all this time. Dad would go off on a hunt and they would have intimate time alone. At night they shared a bed, but made sure they were separate before going to sleep. Dad never caught them.

One evening Sam was suppose to be spending the night with some friends from school. Senior year and they were planning on going to a party. Something came up and the place they were staying at cancelled. Instead of calling Dean, Sam decided to walk to the hotel. It wasn't far. He got to the room and there was an unfamiliar car next to the Impala. Sam peeked into the window, between the closed curtains, and his heart sank. He saw Dean with a woman. He had her up against a wall. Both naked. Her legs locked around his waist as he was eagerly thrusting deep inside her. Sam could hear them in the parking lot. Sam watched as she pulled his hair. Dean buried his face in her neck. They kissed. Dean took her to the bed and continued this. Sam was crushed yet couldn't stop watching as she threw her head back screaming Dean's name. Soon, Dean thrust fast and trembled to a stop, collapsing on top of her. Sam was full of tears as he went to the Impala and quietly laid down in the back seat. It was a bad memory for him. He never told Dean about being a "Peeping Tom" that night. After she did her "walk of shame", before the sun came up, Sam got out of the Impala and used the key to go into the hotel room. Dean was still sleeping. Sam just curled up in the other bed and went to sleep. Dean was none the wiser.

This is why Sam took the scholarship  to Stanford. Sure he got away from Dad, but he could give Dean what he really wanted. Dean wanted a normal man-woman bonding. He didn't want this freak-thing he has going with his brother. Who would? Hell, maybe at Stanford he could find a woman and experience what it's like to be "normal" too. Only... his "normal" burned on the ceiling like his mom.

Dean is looking at Sam as fresh tears are forming. "Come on man. Talk to me." Dean is holding both of Sam's hands now.

Sam clears his throat. He tells Dean the dream, "I'm in a hotel room with you, but you can't see me. You're with a beautiful woman. You're making love to her Dean. Passionate love. You're eyes are alight with fire and your rhythm is perfect with her. I wake up with a feeling of obvious jealousy, but more. I feel like I'm robbing you of something you need. Like she's your destiny and I'm in her way." Dean tries to interrupt. Sam insists on finishing through tears. " Dean, I've fucked up your life enough. I'll be fine without you."

Dean pulls Sam into his arms cushingly so. "You're not going anywhere ever. You here me?" Dean pulls back and this time there's tears in his eyes. "I had that with Lisa. She was practically my wife. She never held a candle to you." He wipes at Sam's tears. "You're my soul mate. My other half." Sam tries looking away, but Dean forces him to look into his deep green eyes. "For better or worse, richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, as long as we both shall live. I'm yours Sam Winchester. Yours alone. Don't ever doubt it." Sam is stunned. His brother is never this sentimental let alone sincere. Sam smiles. His hands on Dean's wet cheeks, he brushes at the tears with his thumbs and simply says, "I do." He then kisses him like a lover should. Dean's fingers find Sammy's soft hair and the two of them are lost to each other.

35 minutes later they shower. Sam gets dressed and Dean puts on his robe and slippers. Sam goes to make breakfast. Dean goes online to find a special ring for his Sammy.
Sam's Bad Dream
Supernatural Fan Fiction. Wincest. Characters and photos belong to The CW and Supernatural. The story is mine.
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Adam, poor Adam. Adam is almost nothing now. Not only is his soul a lump of charred ashes, but his mind is gone too. If nothing else, Chuck should bring Adam out to send what's left of his soul to eternal rest. It's cruel to leave Adam there, even if Adam's mind is gone. Besides, isn't Chuck God? Can't he restore Adam to how and who he was before the cage and angels fucked him up? I think Chuck owes him one.

Michael. That angel made his bed. They didn't have to fight. Even Lucifer (while in Sam) told Michael (while in Adam) they could walk away. Michael, being the ever obedient son, told Lucifer it had to end in a battle of brothers. Dean, Cas & Bobby got in the middle of the battle of brothers called Armageddon and all died except Dean. God "recreated" Castiel as Dean's guardian. Cas brought Bobby back and got Sam out knowing Dean can't function without Sam.

A month on earth is 10 years in Hell. Sam's soul spent a year and a half in hell, 18mos = 180yrs. Sam still has the memories, but Castiel took away the trauma that was caused to Sam's soul and mind when, he cured him in the mental hospital - taking into himself all of Sam's physical and mental illness which relieved his suffering.

Michael and Adam's been in the cage since May 2010. 6yrs(6×12=72 mos) & 8mos (80mos on earth) = 800 years in Lucifer's cage located in the lowest, darkest part of Hell.

If Michael came out right now, I think he would be like Lucifer in many ways. He would still be an archangel and have his normal appearance. He would be angry. The world would have 2 dark sinister angels ready to destroy all that God created. I would fear Michael in every way as much, if not more, than Lucifer. They would team up, in my opinion. Forsaken by their father, they'd want revenge. Humanity would be puppets and play things to them.

Adam is just a crumpled shell. Powerless, unable to speak because the angel removed his tongue. Even if he had a tongue, his mind is gone. He's a pile of bones that's shriveled to nothing. He's blind because the flames scorched his eyes. He's deaf because Lucifer blasted his ears out with angelic singing. Only reason he's alive is the magic of the cage and Hell itself that keeps those bound within alive for eternity. It does this so you are forced to suffer.

Poor Adam. Pray that Chuck ends Adam's suffering and pulls him from that damned cage straight to Heaven where he belongs!

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